Mcm Melepaskan Batu Besar Dari Bahu

Sejak aku tuka company baru ni,blog mmg x updated. Sbb bz die mengalah kan pak menteri. Sgt2 bz. Bukan bz je stress n pressure yg sgt kuat. Memule keje tu aku boleh r tahan lg ngn working environment kt sini tp after a few weeks aku rase mcm da wat keputusan yg sgt salah.

One of the biggest mistakes yg pernah aku wat in my entire life. Rase mcm nyesal pon de. Aku jd kelabu mate ngn offer yg besar. Lumrah manusia kn. lpas tu br tersedar yg ni sume takdir Allah. Die nk aku belajar something from what has happened. Jgn tamak n belajar lah bersyukur. Dgr nasihat kawan2. 

Aku join Sxxxxxxx yg konon nye cmpany besar tu on the 24th March 2016. Then on the 18th May 2016, aku dgn nekad nye notice my resignation. Without any offer. Tu pon after 2 weeks Mr Reza suruh aku resign. Die kate rezeki Allah tu luas. Insyaallah nnt ada rezeki len. So aku mmg nekad.

Sbb apa aku nekad? Sbb da mcm2 yg aku lalui yg aku tgk kt cni. Sgt kejam. Aku xpernah keje ngn company kejam cmni. Masa mula2 tu aku ingat aku je yg menjeng manja bagai terasa tersentap. Tp a few of my friends pon mengadu benda yg sama. Maksud nye we have the same feeling on this cmpany. Bak kata one of my colleague, there are 2 factors, workers n top management. Tp kt cni obviously is the top management yg problem huhu

Most of us here mmg baru. So not much things yg kite taw. Logically kalo xtaw kena r ty. Especially refer to the top bosses when it comes to decisions making. Tp sbnrnye ty tu adalah 1 kesalahan taw. Bosses akn pandang mcm 'ehhh tu pon ko xtaw' tp lame2 aku perasan yg bosses ni pon sbnrny xtaw tp xnk mengaku xtaw huhu

Bosses kt cni suke marah2 n maki2 staff. Lngsung xboleh ckp baik2 gk nye. Habit diorg ni pnggl ramai2 pastu jd witness marah kt sorang tu. Seriously not a good attitude. Even 1st day aku kt cni da witness production manager kena bambu. Time tu aku rase mcm 'wtf shian kot manager tu' n manager tu pon da benti. Aku pon sll gk kena bantai dpn2 staff len. Sbnrnye sape2 yg under technical team ni mmg sll r kena marah kena maki huhu kalo stkt dept hr,admin,finance n purchasing tu selamat lg r sbb ni bukan technical dept huhu

Yg paling melampau n aku xboleh lupe sbb aku terpakse amek EL 2 ari sbb karl demam panas da 5 ari. Aku nekad bawak g blood test. Cite ni aku pending lg nk update. Then after nek keje tu 'that boss' ty aku pasal karl. Aku jwb acuh x acuh je sbb aku taw die bising pasal aku ct tu. Time tu die tgh discussion ngn sorang engineer pastu die boleh ckp 'this is the problem when hiring married employee' wahhhhh riak nye statement ko tu kn. siap smbung ayt ty kt engineer tu 'are u married?' Bile engineer tu kate 'not yet' die kate 'good' kejam sgt. Mcm die x de ank plak huhu

So aku rase this is not a good place for working. Not even 2 months aku keje cni da 5 org resign dr plant yg sama. Tu x masuk plant len n office len huhu 3 engineer, sorang manager n sorang supervisor. X ke tu nmpk problem nye dtg dr top management huhu

Not even that,one of my colleague which is also a manager ty aku 'ida ada keje kosong x' aku tkejut sbb nmpk mcm die org yg tough. Then die kate die pon da xboleh carry lg huhu Then have a quick chat dgn die, company ni die pndai nk attract employee, die offer good salary (high salary I can say) lpas tu dgn high salary tu mcm2 keje ko kena wat. Sume benda beban kn kt sorang huhu Yesss that is really what happened to myself huhu

Smlm after nekad tender my resignation, 'that boss' panggil aku. As i expected. Then bila die ty nape, pnjng r aku menjawab 'im not suitable with this environment, this place is too pressure n rushing, i hv no support since im the only one in the dept, husband not allowed to work here, son not feeling well' puas ati aku. Sll 'that boss' yg mmg suka maki2 staff tu, muke mmg xpernah manis, tetibe smlm ckp ngn aku muke manis gula2 kapas taw. Aku taw mst de niat len. Rupe nye nk merayu aku stay until at least July. Sbb aku notice sebulan so will be ended June. Siap ckp near to house, since aku xdpt job lg r. Wahhhh time org da nk blah br taw nk hargai ye. Aku taw diorg da x cukup org even production pon running very chaotic skang. N project will be handed over around september. So part aku is order material based on drawings. Kalo aku xde mmg xde sape lg yg boleh wat since aku 1 woman standing dlm dept ni konon nye. 

Aku just ckp 'let me discuss 1st then let u know later' dlm ati mmg da taw Mr Reza mmg xbg pon hehe

After da notice ni,aku rase sgt2 lega. Xde lg mimpi2 pasal keje. Kalo x aku tdo pon mimpi keje. Siap mengigau2. Tp smlm aku tenang. Balek kol5 (sll xboleh balek kol5 sbb boss sound2) mlm tdo xde rase 'malas nye nk g keje' bgn pg pon xde r rase nk nanges sgt sbb terpakse g keje huhu

Alhamdulillah Allah bg aku kekuatan utk wat keputusan ni. Insyaallah aku berdoa akn ada rezeki aku nnr. Utk family n anak2. Aminnnn

Utk kawan2 yg masih tabah stay tu, aku doakan masa depan korang terbela nnt huhu

Nota kaki : entry paling panjng tanpa ada gamba  n apa2. Cuma perkataan hehe

**this post was updated on 13/12/2017 since it is being read by other employee candidate n they gave reason not to join this company after read this entry with the company name stated clearly. OK now i have already censored the company name. IT'S WHAT U ARE REQUESTING RIGHT!!!

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