Thursday, January 10, 2013

Tentang Seseorang

Fictitious by chickyirdawati at Thursday, January 10, 2013 0 comments
Sebenar nya dalam ati aku ni, aku teringin sgt nk jmpe seseorang ni. Bukan artis ke pemain bola ke menteri ke *im not that kind of taksub sgt* hehe Tapi seseorang yg aku bisa panggil kawan. Let me describe him as A. Aku knal A since sekolah tadika lagi. Aku paling ingt A kt skolah tadika dulu setiap kali g sekolah, mesti nenek A kena datang sekolah sekali. Kalo nenek A balek mst die nanges meraung2 haha padahal time tu umah A dekat je sekangkang monyet ngn sekolah tadika. Tapi budak lagi kan. Tapi kagum la sebab A sgt rapat ngn nenek die tu.

Then masa kt sekolah rendah, kitorang pernah duduk satu kumpulan *masa tu ckgu susun 6 meja jd satu kumpulan* Pastu A dtng sekolah muke die sedey gile. Bila aku tanya kenapa, die kate kucing die mati so die sedey sgt. Aku rase mcm 'laaaa....sayang kucing rupe nye ko ni' Masa darjah 6 plak ada sorang classmate terpijak mati ank kucing kecik.Mmg kecik sgt la smpai org pon xperasan smpai boleh terpijak kan. Pastu A punye la marah kt kawan tu. Puas da kawan tu describe die x sengaja la, xnmpak la, tapi A tetap marah. Pastu A tanam kucing tu kt blkng skolah. Mulia hati A kan..

Masa Form 2 plak kitorang sll naik bus sekolah kaler kuning tu sama2. Pastu xtaw cane kitorang sll dok sebelah2 dlm bus. Pastu org kate kitorang couple la ape la. Tapi time tu kitorang mmg agak rapat la. Cuma kt sekolah kitorang wat mcm xde pe. Bila kt dlm bus kitorang jumpe, pastu die sll call aku. Time tu guna fon rumah je, xde guna enpon mcm bdak skang ni. So family aku pon taw la aku rapat ngn die sbb da sll sgt melekat kt fon tu kan. Sampai la ke form 3 dia sll call aku. Paling sweet time trial PMR. Every day after paper die akn call aku n tanya cane paper aku. Caring kannnn *berbakul2 puji*

Yang paling kelako nye one day tgh gayut ni,tiba2 die kate "eh..kejap eh" lame gk aku tunggu pastu after da sudah kesenyapan die tu, aku tanya nape, pastu die ckp nk dgr lagu faveret die. Rupe nye lagu Blue Dabadee hahaha kelakar r awak ni snggup ketepi kan sy kerana lagu tu ek. Tapi smpai skang aku ingt lagu tu lagu die sbb peristiwa tu hahaha

Tapi bila da dekat2 PMR tu xtaw nape kitorang mcm renggang sket. Sbb nk PMR ke, die pon nk fokus ke aku pon xtaw. Tapi mcm de gaduh2 sikit la before renggang tu *ala...gaduh budak2* Form 4 aku dapat g boarding school. So terus xjmpe die n xtaw kisah die. Walaupon dok sekampung, tapi kalo da dok asrama tu, balek pon sekejap2 je. So xde r nk smpat2 jmpe sape2 kan. Last aku jumpe die after da lame x jmpe tu time aku kt Kolej Matrix. Aku balek dari Perak, so smpai Johor pagi, jumpe die tgh nak carik brekfast. So die de gk tanya pe aku wat n die amek Form 6 time tu. Smpat die wish aku GUD LUCK...

Then after that da xprnah jmpe die. Cuma kadang2 bila lalu depan umah die, de gk aku ushar2, tapi cuma nmpak kete die je. Sbb die dari after grad mmg dok ng family die, keje kt sini gk. Skang aku pon da dok ngn family n keje kt sini gk tapi pelik nye xpnah pon terserempak ngn die *xde jodoh org kate*

Pagi tadi nak g keje berselisih ngn A. Die pon nk g keje gk kot. Tapi mungkin die xknal kete aku kn. Xpe la tapi mcm puas ati dpt tgk die. Bertaon da kot x jmpe die.

Tapi aku still menanam hasrat nk terserempak face-to-face ngn die satu ari nnt. Baru puas ati kot nak sembang lama2 sket n tanya kabo masing2 hehe

# A memang comel mcm K-Pop haha Aku plak 'jelita' *jelita laaa sangat* macam B-Pop aka Bollywood-Pop *muntah ijau skang*




Nota Kaki : A is still my friend since kindergarten untill nowadays i guess

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Wednesday, January 9, 2013

The Road I Took

Fictitious by chickyirdawati at Wednesday, January 09, 2013 4 comments
Entry ni macam sequel dari entri INI yg tajuk nye The Road Not Taken. So this time it is The Road I Took. Yesss!!!because after a chaos things in my mind, at the very last minute i decided that i choose to stay at my current position. No moving on just staying calmly...

Its not about cosidering whats people's thought..Its not about not considering my self-needs..But its about what i promise to myself. And i will fullfill it as far as i can. As long as i can take everything thats happened and go through every challenging things come to me.

Thanx Allah for making me a strong person to do the decision and im grateful to be given the chance to have these options in my life.

I hope that im doing the right decision that im not gonna regret in the next coming days. Even i know that i lost the chance of having more, but hopefully less is better.



Foot Note : Tahun Baru, azam baru. Joging da 2 ari so kena terus kan walau pon badan haku ni saket2 hehe *xde kaitan*


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Tuesday, January 8, 2013

The Road Not Taken

Fictitious by chickyirdawati at Tuesday, January 08, 2013 4 comments
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.      
 
 
 
Ok...Just so sudden i remembered this poem.I learned this poem in English Literature Class during my Form 4 & Form 5 for my SPM. Yuppp i still remember this poem since the one that teached me that day is my all-time favourite teacher, Sir Ibrahim (father of Malique ex-Too Phat)
 
The point of making this entry...because my heart is currently torned into two. Actually i do received an option. Which the option that i really want it before but never get the chance to make it further. But currently im in the state where my condition is just nice and well. So its between moving on or staying.
 
Allah...please..i dont wanna make a mistake in doing this decision. Which road to take actually..Please do help me and guide me with what U know the best for my life and my future. And billions of thank you for giving me this chance of having both good things in my life. I know all those are the 'rezeki' from U.
 
Between staying or moving on..Between people thoughts and self-needs..
 
Please...everything...be fine with me...
 
De Allah..make everything easy to me..AMIN....
  
 
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Monday, January 7, 2013

Hope

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