Mak Ngah Accident

8/2/2018 - mcm bese r kol7 aku kuar g keje. Tgh syok aku merempit g keje pagi2 (kete depan jauh, blkng pon jauh) tetibe dlm 20m ade anjing hitam melintas. Ko bayang kn dgn kelajuan 100km/j ko semapt nk watpe je? so jgn nk salah kn aku. Salah kn that blacky doggy haha

so hasil die.......

Xtaw nk sedih ke nk marah ke ape. Tp seriously mase 1st langgar anjing tu macam 'ehh kesian nye ko anjing' pastu tgk blkng nk tgk anjing tu nmpk bumper bersepai kt jln, xjd nk kesian kt anjing. Da die yg melintas sembarangan kn. Bukan aku sengaja langgar. Haishhhhhh

Tp yg aku pasti anjing tu x mati (kt tmpt kejadian) sbb aku nmpk die lari n xnmpk bangkai die after that huhu

Si Mak Ngah ni sbnr nye belom setahun lg. Br amek die August 2017. Gtaw Mr Husband die x marah tp smpai skang nk g keje mst die pesan 'jgn bawak kete laju2' haha ok fineeeee

So nk repair sendiri mmg aku rase nanges nk kuar duet cash. Nk claim insurans? Insurans anjing ke insuran Mak Ngah? Alang2 NCD kosong lg aku decide claim je r insurans. So wat report polis r utk procedure claim insurans. Polis yg amek report tu mcm nk ketawe kn aku siap ty 'cane akak boleh langgar anjing kakkk' hello ni kes langgar lari ye haha

Pastu aku call insurans company. Aku pkai AIG insurans, so again bile aku wat report tu die kate 'i dont know how to expressed. Must be a hectic morning to u' smbil die ketawe2. haha ye dikkk mmg kelako so aku mmg x marah r.

Org kate AIG ni lmbt in terms of procedure (based on uncle bengkel py statement) tp aku anta kt VW Service Centre. Sbnr nye AIG sgt pantas. Verify amount pon pantas. N valuer AIG yg remind mechanic kt VW barang pe yg kne order. Yg lmbt nye VW nk order brg smpai sebulan br boleh Mak Ngah masuk service centre. Order dr German gk nye haha

After da masuk bengkel tu xsmpai seminggu je da settle sbb just tukar bumper baru, fog lamp sebe;ah n buzzer hon sbb da sengau haha Claim utk tukar benda2 ni total RM8023.00 huhu kalo ko nk kuar cash tu x ke menanges aku nk korek duet haha

So da settle da skang, aku da boleh lega2 sket r. Cume aku jd double triple alert r dgn anjing tepi2 jln ni. Sbb skang byk sgt anjing sepah2 pastu suke2 die je melintas wehhhh haha

Owh.. lupe nk mention 'SHIRO' kesayangan da di letgo. Sedih sbb SHIRO tu byk berjasa n x byk kerenah. Accident pon Alhamdulillah x pernah huhu Semoga SHIRO akn sll serve good to your new tuan ye n semoga Mak Ngah juga serve good to us hehe

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Mcm Melepaskan Batu Besar Dari Bahu

Sejak aku tuka company baru ni,blog mmg x updated. Sbb bz die mengalah kan pak menteri. Sgt2 bz. Bukan bz je stress n pressure yg sgt kuat. Memule keje tu aku boleh r tahan lg ngn working environment kt sini tp after a few weeks aku rase mcm da wat keputusan yg sgt salah.

One of the biggest mistakes yg pernah aku wat in my entire life. Rase mcm nyesal pon de. Aku jd kelabu mate ngn offer yg besar. Lumrah manusia kn. lpas tu br tersedar yg ni sume takdir Allah. Die nk aku belajar something from what has happened. Jgn tamak n belajar lah bersyukur. Dgr nasihat kawan2. 

Aku join Sxxxxxxx yg konon nye cmpany besar tu on the 24th March 2016. Then on the 18th May 2016, aku dgn nekad nye notice my resignation. Without any offer. Tu pon after 2 weeks Mr Reza suruh aku resign. Die kate rezeki Allah tu luas. Insyaallah nnt ada rezeki len. So aku mmg nekad.

Sbb apa aku nekad? Sbb da mcm2 yg aku lalui yg aku tgk kt cni. Sgt kejam. Aku xpernah keje ngn company kejam cmni. Masa mula2 tu aku ingat aku je yg menjeng manja bagai terasa tersentap. Tp a few of my friends pon mengadu benda yg sama. Maksud nye we have the same feeling on this cmpany. Bak kata one of my colleague, there are 2 factors, workers n top management. Tp kt cni obviously is the top management yg problem huhu

Most of us here mmg baru. So not much things yg kite taw. Logically kalo xtaw kena r ty. Especially refer to the top bosses when it comes to decisions making. Tp sbnrnye ty tu adalah 1 kesalahan taw. Bosses akn pandang mcm 'ehhh tu pon ko xtaw' tp lame2 aku perasan yg bosses ni pon sbnrny xtaw tp xnk mengaku xtaw huhu

Bosses kt cni suke marah2 n maki2 staff. Lngsung xboleh ckp baik2 gk nye. Habit diorg ni pnggl ramai2 pastu jd witness marah kt sorang tu. Seriously not a good attitude. Even 1st day aku kt cni da witness production manager kena bambu. Time tu aku rase mcm 'wtf shian kot manager tu' n manager tu pon da benti. Aku pon sll gk kena bantai dpn2 staff len. Sbnrnye sape2 yg under technical team ni mmg sll r kena marah kena maki huhu kalo stkt dept hr,admin,finance n purchasing tu selamat lg r sbb ni bukan technical dept huhu

Yg paling melampau n aku xboleh lupe sbb aku terpakse amek EL 2 ari sbb karl demam panas da 5 ari. Aku nekad bawak g blood test. Cite ni aku pending lg nk update. Then after nek keje tu 'that boss' ty aku pasal karl. Aku jwb acuh x acuh je sbb aku taw die bising pasal aku ct tu. Time tu die tgh discussion ngn sorang engineer pastu die boleh ckp 'this is the problem when hiring married employee' wahhhhh riak nye statement ko tu kn. siap smbung ayt ty kt engineer tu 'are u married?' Bile engineer tu kate 'not yet' die kate 'good' kejam sgt. Mcm die x de ank plak huhu

So aku rase this is not a good place for working. Not even 2 months aku keje cni da 5 org resign dr plant yg sama. Tu x masuk plant len n office len huhu 3 engineer, sorang manager n sorang supervisor. X ke tu nmpk problem nye dtg dr top management huhu

Not even that,one of my colleague which is also a manager ty aku 'ida ada keje kosong x' aku tkejut sbb nmpk mcm die org yg tough. Then die kate die pon da xboleh carry lg huhu Then have a quick chat dgn die, company ni die pndai nk attract employee, die offer good salary (high salary I can say) lpas tu dgn high salary tu mcm2 keje ko kena wat. Sume benda beban kn kt sorang huhu Yesss that is really what happened to myself huhu

Smlm after nekad tender my resignation, 'that boss' panggil aku. As i expected. Then bila die ty nape, pnjng r aku menjawab 'im not suitable with this environment, this place is too pressure n rushing, i hv no support since im the only one in the dept, husband not allowed to work here, son not feeling well' puas ati aku. Sll 'that boss' yg mmg suka maki2 staff tu, muke mmg xpernah manis, tetibe smlm ckp ngn aku muke manis gula2 kapas taw. Aku taw mst de niat len. Rupe nye nk merayu aku stay until at least July. Sbb aku notice sebulan so will be ended June. Siap ckp near to house, since aku xdpt job lg r. Wahhhh time org da nk blah br taw nk hargai ye. Aku taw diorg da x cukup org even production pon running very chaotic skang. N project will be handed over around september. So part aku is order material based on drawings. Kalo aku xde mmg xde sape lg yg boleh wat since aku 1 woman standing dlm dept ni konon nye. 

Aku just ckp 'let me discuss 1st then let u know later' dlm ati mmg da taw Mr Reza mmg xbg pon hehe

After da notice ni,aku rase sgt2 lega. Xde lg mimpi2 pasal keje. Kalo x aku tdo pon mimpi keje. Siap mengigau2. Tp smlm aku tenang. Balek kol5 (sll xboleh balek kol5 sbb boss sound2) mlm tdo xde rase 'malas nye nk g keje' bgn pg pon xde r rase nk nanges sgt sbb terpakse g keje huhu

Alhamdulillah Allah bg aku kekuatan utk wat keputusan ni. Insyaallah aku berdoa akn ada rezeki aku nnr. Utk family n anak2. Aminnnn

Utk kawan2 yg masih tabah stay tu, aku doakan masa depan korang terbela nnt huhu

Nota kaki : entry paling panjng tanpa ada gamba  n apa2. Cuma perkataan hehe

**this post was updated on 13/12/2017 since it is being read by other employee candidate n they gave reason not to join this company after read this entry with the company name stated clearly. OK now i have already censored the company name. IT'S WHAT U ARE REQUESTING RIGHT!!!

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Selamat Maju Jaya Kawan2 Kepoh

During my last dayyy..

Thanx buddies for the lunch treat. Im enjoying everu single moments at UEMS bcause of friends.

Kawan yg kepoh susah nk carik. Semoga korang x lupe kn aku ye.ingat ni.. I may not stay in yr life but i'll stay in yr heart forever hehe

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Disappoinment To The Climax

Bila baca statement ni aku rase mcm tkena sekelepuk kt diri sndiri. Sbb da 2 ari ni aku rase sgt disappointed n sedeh. Aku bukan kena fitnah. Kes aku len sket. Aku xtaw pape tp org bawak cite kt blkng aku huhu

N the most sad situation is that org yg mbawa cite tu org yg rapat. Tuhan tu maha kuasa nk tnjuk kt aku yg org mbawak cite tu smpai kn kt org len. Org len tu plak tkantoi ngn aku terang2. Alhamdulillah at least aku taw prngai sbnr diorg ni. Org yg pkai topeng mcm2 huhu

Ok r cite nye cmni. Last week de wat aqiqah n kesyukuran karl. So hamba Allah ni mmg dijemput. Xsngke die jenis mbawak mulut. Mmg xpnh sangka die cmtu. Die bawak cite yg die nmpk kt umh aku yg absolutely about my family kt org len yg xdtg. Ehhh xtaw ke adat melawat org. Xperlu r nk menjaja cerita hormat r tuan umh. Cite yg die jaja tu mmg xptt dijaja pon sbb xde pe yg salah pon tp tnyata menampak kn betape buruk nye perangai diorg ni huhu

Pehhh  aku py sentap smpai nanges2 aku taw. Its about my family. Aku idop ngn family aku da 30 taon. I know them well then u are taw. Nk kutuk? Mmg ko salah org. Kalo pasal family aku yg dikutuk oleh family len mmg aku ingt smpai bile2.

Aku sgt2 kecewa sbb aku pikir diorg tu bek. Aku try mingle around ngn diorg,jd ramah,jd rapat, tp aku xpnh sangke cmni yg korang wat kt aku. Yg xsngke lg yg tua yg nmpk warak tu r yg ckp buruk2 tu. nauzubillah

Bukan 1st time pon diorg kutuk family aku,da beberape kali tp aku telan je. Yg ni aku rase mcm da melampau. Ehhh nobody perfect eh,so do with families. Asal kn family tu bhgia da ok r tu. mind yr own family je huhu

Fine!!!aku da pnt ngn lakonan korang sume.aku wat bek pon korang kutuk blkng so bia lah aku wat prngai ikot kepale aku. Sekurang2 nya kalo kne kutuk pon mmg btol cite korang tu huhu

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Pergi Keje Naik Cab

Arini ntah nape pg2 lg da mcm xde luck. Ari sabtu aritu blek kg,kbtulan tgn gatal g bawak kunci Si Shiro plak blek kg. sbb time tu nk amek buku merah dlm kete. Ahad pagi de check up kt klinik desa. So kunci tnggl je atas dashboard kete Mr Reza.

Then mmg da x hengat lg pasal sang kunci tu. da r arini aku mcm kne plan keje aku. De byk bnd penting nk kne wat arini. Aku kne pantas bfore bdak kecit ni nk kua kn hehe

Skali pg2 on data fon *tdo mmg aku off data sbb distraction dr grup whtsapp keje* de msg dr Mr Reza kate kunci dlm kete die. Pastu at the same time boss aku nk wat go to meeting plak ngn aku n geng kol 9.30. Homaigodddd bz nye aku kalah bini PM haha

No choice Mr Reza kate kne nek cab sbb die x boleh tolong anta knci. Shit!!! Aku xpnh nek cab n aku x pnh call cab. Dengan tenang nye aku g mnd g mekap smbil pikir cane cane cane huhu

Sambil mekap tu aku google no cab. Terus call n cab campany tu kate cab smpai dlm masa 10 minit. Omg!!! Seb bek make up dlm kadar yg pantas huhu

Siap makeup smbil2 tnggu tu aku smpat makan puding laici homemade hehe lapo bebbbb sll pg2 mmg aku breakfast dulu bfore kua umh. Laaa ni breakfast ke mane,susu kambing ke mane huhu

Dr umh aku kt Kangkar Pulai tu ke office aku kt Mall of Medini charge cab RM43.30 tp pakcik cab tu kate RM40 je sbb jao haha de discount r plak kn. trima kaseh pakcik semoga murah rezeki pakcik hehe tp mahal naw naw la cab rate kt JB ni, sll kalo kt KL tu aku rase lebih murah lg uhu mst sbb public transport kt JB ni still not people's choice kn huhu

Kan!!!! Xpasal2 kua RM40 pagi2. Tu r lalai lg hehe smpai offce x abes lg drama sinetron. Nk masuk access card xde plak. Da aku kne tnggu staff len dtg nk masuk. Access card mmg tnggl dlm Shiro. Shiro n keje kn xpnh dipisahkan. Arini je terpisah huhu

Xpe la yg pnting selamat smpai offce da. Kne rush wat keje plak. What a dayyyyyy ehhh salah what a morninggggggg

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Mesti Ada Hikmahnya...

Ingt x aku dulu byk post pasal jodoh aku lmbt. Ye r,aku kawen end of last year which I was 29 at that time. That was actually my back up planned since my 1st planned to get married at the age of 25 (after finished my study) but my planned is not granted by Allah. Everything was ruined in its way.

So my back up plan was 'MUST getting married before the age of 30' n Alhamdulillah Allah granted my wish. He met me with a person,not rich with money n assets,but rich n richer n richest  with his loves.

So sementara nk tnggu jodoh yg lmbt sgt nk menjenguk tu,mmg sll sgt aku kena sound,kena perli,kena cakap2 belakang pasal x kawen lg kn. ehhhh sape yg xnak kawen,gile kooooo. Da mmg ketentuan Illahi jodoh aku lmbt kn. Stress ko aku ni. Sebellll yg amat haha Especially bila adek aku da kawen dulu. Aku ni tidak la stress ngn jodoh lmbt tp aku stress ngn org yg dok push aku ni huhu

Kalo ikot kn diri aku,aku mmg positif walaupon kdg2 neves gk mmg x kawen ke aku ni? Sape nk jg aku tua2 nnt haha narrow minded gk aku tp aku lebih byk positif la. Sepanjang mbujang tu aku dapat g melancong puas2 ngn geng2 n family. X r puas sgt tp de r gk hasil nye kn. idup pon lebih stabil. Bg mak abh rase senang sket kn. Sbb tu r Allah tetap kn jodoh aku lmbt sket. De hikmah nye.

Lepas kawen aku terus preggy kn. tu sume unplanned rezeki. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

And there was a true story where someone was just finished her study,and getting married. At that time she was just 2 weeks after her last exam paper. So she was stil not working at that time,getting married with depending on her duet hantaran n parents money. After getting married,she was stil not working,as it is not easy to get jobs nowadays. 

Then after graduated,she got a job,which she survived her job not even for a month. Then she quited as she got pregnant. 

The issue here is that her mother is started to mention out everything like 'shes depending on my money when getting married' 'i dont get to use her own-paid salary like other mummy' 'its nonsense that i sent her study to her degree end up shes not even worked n be a housewife' and so on.

And even her mother started comparing with myself 'cikda tu xpe,da keje bertaon gj da beso da bg rase mak abh br kawen n terus ngandong' opssss!!! 

Dulu aku r yg dicaci sbb kawen lmbt, skang aku yg dipuji pule yeeee. Hati manusia mmg mudah berubah hehe

Ngndung awal tu bg aku is rezeki. Allah set everything. But i honestly advise that everything happened with reasons.

Kenape Allah bg pregnant cepat. Kenape kite rase hidup susah. Kenape kite kawen  lmbt. End up at the end nnt br kite nmpk hikmah nye. 

Just ignore what peoples say. We cant simply control peoples big mouth. Believe me, i have suffered a lot because of peoples mouth but i just ignored it. Ar the end org pon penat nk bercakap.

Just be happy and go with the flow. Allah set everything n He knows whats best for us..

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Sweet nye Zaman Kanak2 Aku

I saw this pic in a fb status today. Yesssss it was my childhood time. Generation Y kids. Life without gadjet. Our childhood times were spending by a very traditional games, like main pondok2, main tingting, batu seremban,sorok2. Tp skang nk nmpk budak2 bsepah2 main sama2 kt padang mcm dulu,mmg totally nonsense. Even kt kg *as I still have my family's home at kg* bdak2 pon da xnmpk. Mane g budak2 ni? Owhhh men game kt umah because nowadays most of the kids have their own gadjet.

Life is getting worse. Bdak2 da jd anti social. Bagus sgt zaman aku kecik dulu xde gadjet. Xde la parents bsusah payah nk belikan ank2 die gadjet kn. sbb zaman dulu pon kehidupan xde r senang lenang sgt. Xmcm kehidupan bdak2 gen Z skang ni huhu

Telefon yg de zaman dulu pon public phones yg masuk coins tu. kalo nk best sket kt umh de telefon. Ehhh tp smpai skang umh aku stil pkai home phone taw hehe mmg oldschool hehe nak contact kawan2 ty homework pon pkai phone umah. Kalo yg xde phone umah tu snggop r dtg umh kawan sbb nk ty hehe

Dulu2 kalo tgh leka2 main ngn kawan2, tetibe teringat kt tv de katun feveret,sanggop lari balek umah dulu tgk katun. Kalo umah jao sket,tumpang je la umh kawan. Cite yg best time tu gaban,doremon,power rangers hehe skang kalo bdak2 nmpk cite2 tu,mst digelak kan sbb nmpk karut haha

Skang bdak2 nk tgk katun tgk kt you tube je. Lame2 tv pon pupus haha

I was soooo totally grateful that I am a gen Y kids. Sbb there's a lot of sweet memories during my childhood. Kalo aku gen Z py bdak,aku xrase childhood aku will be as adventure as I was supposwd to be. Nmpk bdak pmpn skang pnjat pokok? X kan. Tapi aku panjat pokok hehe i was a happy-lucky kid.

Owhhhhh how i missssssss my childhood times. 

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The Meaning of A Family

I considered myself as a lucky person as i believe that i have a great and fabulous family. But not all peoples in this would be as lucky as i am to have such a great family.

My family,always a helpful, a cheerful, a suportive in every way. We are happy,we are unite, and we are together in sadness,happiness,trouble, and joy..

But there is a story,where it was making me more realize how grateful i am to have my own family. Where making me run my tears abruptly whenever i can see how people in this world can be such a 'calculative' and 'cruel' person to their own families eventhough there are in trouble, where they need help and support from their other families.

There is a guy,in trouble which put him in a situation where he needs a help from a 'family'. This guy named 'A' was having trouble with his car. His car needs some fixation and needs to be in a workshop for a few days. He asked a help from this 'family' to lend him a car. Not for sighseeing purpose, not for leisure purpose,but for his usage to go to work daily along his 'not-have-car' day. Not for even a month or a year,but only for a few days. This 'family' have two cars at home parked peacefully and staticly, where this 'family' only used his motorcycle for his daily routine to work since he worked across the causeway. Since his 2 cars are not being used daily,and were just parked inside his garage house,there is nothing can go wrong if he can lend 'A' one of his car to work.

But he refused to do that even after 'A' asked his permission to borrow his car for only a few days until 'A''s car is ready.  He put a lot of reasons and a lot of excuses in order to give 'A' a hint that 'no still mean no'

This is one kind of a stingy people. He is not being stingy with peoples,but with his family. This situation is not the 1st time happpened to 'A' but previosly it is happened where 'A' borrowed his car and he gave 'A' to use it without prejudice. But few days later he text 'A' and said to return the car because he wanted to send the car to the service centre hence to bring his wife and kids to somewhere for a holiday. After returning the car,the 'family' is not doing anything to that car. Even he has another car that he can use instead of that 'borrowing car'. The car was neither not send to the service centre, nor the family are not going to holiday. This is just an excuse. This is just a dirty-rubbish way to get back the car.

Thing seems worst when 'A' and the 'family' is living under one roof. The 'family' cannot even talked directly instead he is just texting 'A'. And the worst part when living under one roof is that 'A' saw how this car is left unused at the garage house after he returned that car

That's it. People can chnge to another form of different thingy when it comes to money or things. But please,this is your family who is asking for your help. Is the car,the money, the little thingy is much more important than a family?

Please change yourself if u think so.

 A lesson learned is that not all family can always lend their hands for a help. Not all family can lend their penny for others. 

But i believe that my family will.

Footnote : still cant believe that this is happened around me,among peoples that i know. And i still run my tears out whenever i remember how cruel this 'family' is. But i believe that this is part of 'dugaan nak kawen' huhu

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Health Screening

Actuaaly last week. Wedenesday 17.09.2014, company aku berkolaborasi *ayt SPM* dgn Klinik MedicXcel aka Pantai Hospital de organize free health screening utk staff. Benda free kn, rugi kalo x try. Pastu plak de geng, jd g r berjemaah ke check-up tu kn hehe

Kena timbang berat badan, ukur tinggi, amek darah n wat ECG ataupon Electrocardiography atau pon ceq jantung bahasa org pontian nye hehe

The check up process went well, so as per email, result and consultation boleh dapat pada 18.09.2014. Seminggu je kan. Efektif abessssss haha

So nk taw pe result nye???? Jengjengjenggggggg

As I expected, bacaan aku mmg lari sket. Aku ingt tang glucose content, rupe nye salah. Kt salt content. Haaaaa boleh jd darah tinggi mak nokkkkk. Sbb pg tu boleh aku konfiden mkn pisang, pastu mkn roti cicah kari ikan mak aku yg superb tu. Aku mmg lupe abes pasal health screening ni Haaaaa mmg kelaot la bacaan aku kn.Xpeeee yg tu aku boleh accept lg.

Yg aku kecewa tu aku py colestrol boleh plak 6.1. Actually normal reading is 5.2 haha da lebih dr paras normal da ni hehe Die state kt situ because of too much egg and seafood consumption haha Da mmg la kan, sbb aku tgh diet high protein kn. Da kate nk membina badan supaya ketul2 kn hehe

So aku ckp doc aku mmg tgh diet sbb nk kawen, so doc tu boleh trace aku wat Atkins. So die kate still boleh amek carbo tapi in a very tiny portion. Supaya boleh balance nutrients dalam badan hehe Doc advice aku ambik oat n test lg dlm 6 bulan huhu

So skang ni aku tgh gigih survey oat kt farmasi. Mahal gk makanan kesihatan ni kan. Xpe la Quaker Oat pon boleh hehe

Hmmmmm...oat...psyllium husk...chia seeds...let's start!!!!!



Nota Kaki : harap2 dlm masa 6 bulan de lg healt screening free hehe thnx company ;p

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Cerita pasal saman

Actually ni kire aku nk kategori kn sbg cite sadis. Pasal pe? Pasal ni 1st time aku bayo saman aku huhu sbnrnye selame 10taon de lesen memandu n 4taon memandu kete sendiri,aku x pnh kne saman. Tp kalo saman majlis sbb parking mmg bsepah la kan. Tp yg ni saman polis. Kalo ikot post yg DULU tu, naseb aku baik sbb lepas hehe tp skang da kurang bernaseb. Da kne mandi bunga kot hehe

Nk kate aku pemandu berhemah la sgt sbb xkne saman mmg tidak la kot. Sbb org yg knl cara aku drive  je yg knl cane aku as a driver hehe

Next month aku kne renew roadtax n insurans kete. So aku da kalut ceq saman aku. Hamek koooo!!! Rm450. Sape nk mbayo? Daku la jugakkkkk

Malas nk kompromi, cucuk duet terus g traffic bayo. Kalo ikot kn, abg ipar aku abg wahab tu kn polis, boleh je nk mntak die tolong kurang kn ke pe kn. Tp da mmg salah sndiri,ko smpai ati ke nk susah kn org len semate2 kn. Aku bkn jnis nk amek ksmpatan py org. So mmg redha dlm pkse gk la aku mbayo T_T

Sooooo moral nye pasni rajen2 la pkai seatbelt n parking la kt tmpt yg disediakn. Ok nk kne wat kire2 cover balek duet bayar sman tu huhu

                                                                                                                      

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Semoga Kau Kuat Kawanku..

Semalam aku g HSA melawat kawan office lama aku, Kak Yus. Da lebih sebulan die kt HSA, tapi aku xsmpat lg nk g tengok. Cume ty kawan2 yg lain update pasal Kak Yus. Kak Yus ni sbnr nye de komplikasi masa late pregnancy die. Uri die menutup jalan utk baby keluar, or nama medical nye 'Placenta Previa'. So masuk bulan ke-8 pregnancy, die da ditahan kt wad. Utk lngkh berjaga2 sbb mcm yg aku baca, kes mcm ni kne doc pantau sbb baby dlm keadaan songsang.

Akhirnye, masa due date, Kak Yus kne wat bedah cesarean. Tapi bleeding yg teruk masa bedah tu, n yg paling kronik jantung nye stop for 6 minit. Aku rase 6 minit tu masa yg lame sbb oksigen xsmpat pam ke otak. Sebab tu la Kak Yus mengalami brain damage. Tu yg paling sedih. Tapi alhamdulillah, Kak Yus masih boleh bernafas walaupon terpakse kena tebuk kt leher die huhu

Baby boy selamat, n family die jaga kt rumah. Tapi Kak Yus masih lg kena tahan kt wad. Tapi dr ICU die da kne transfer ke wad bersalin biasa. Mksud nye perkembangan da positif la tu. Tapi aku jd speechless n sgt sedih bila tgk keadaan die semalam. Xsangka sgt org yg ceria yg aku kenal dulu jadi mcm tu secara tibe2.

Kaki n tangan Kak Yus kejung mcm mengerekot. Kurus xyah kate la. Kate husbnd die, sbb otak die da xboleh nk control sume aktiviti. Kesian sgt. Bila pnggl2 nama die n pegang tangan die, die de bg respon. Tapi lmbt sket. Die mcm carik2 arah suara yg panggil2 die tu. Mata die mmg celik, tapi aku xsure die boleh nmpk ke x huhu Die seboleh2 nk duduk bile die dgr de org panggil die. Bile husbnad die kate 'knl x tu?kalo knl kelip mata' tapi die x kelip. Mksud nye mmg die x ingt la kot huhu Tapi bila dgr suara baby, die mcm tercarik2. Mungkin sbb die teringt kt baby die kot. Shian nye

Teringt tahun lepas masa birthday aku, die hadiah kn patung hello kitty yg comel yg sll gantung kt kete tu. Aku jd touching sbb xsngka die akn bg aku present. Smpai skang mmg patung tu jd pnumpang setia kt kete aku huhu Then masa birthday die bulan June, aku wat kn kek marble utk die. Mmg suke sgt die siap mntak resepi lg huhu

Aku n die mmg sll lepak same2 kt surau. Geng surau la kira nya. 1 day tu die mngadu kt aku die lesu2 n lemah badan. Aku pon kate 'ntah2 ko pregnant x kak' hehe die pon kate mcm rase pregnent. Then few days later, die kate die da checked n die pregnent hehe Aku mmg org paling happy dgr biter org pregnent hehe Gembire utk rezeki Allah bagi hehe Kira nye aku antara org yg awal yg taw die pregnent hehe

Mmg xsangka Kak Yus yg aku jmpe semalam tu KakYus yg aku kenal before ni. Sedih sgt. Aku cuma boleh bdoa die kembali sihat mcm sebelum nye. Boleh jg anak2 nye. Shian bdak2 tu xdpt jmp ibu die huhu Semoga Kak Yus n family kuat utk mhadapi semua ni. Insyaallah, things will be better eventually.

Nota kaki : Tapi after visit semalam tu, aku asek terfikir2 je. Mmg sgt bg kesan kt aku dengan ape yg jadi. Walaupon harini kite sihat, sok lusa sekelip mata je kite boleh hilang nikmat yg 1 tu. Masyaallah

Ya Allah.. aku maaf kan kesalahan n kekhilafan Kak Yus dengan ku. Aku halal kn mkn n minum nye dgn ku. Aku halal kn jika ada yg terlebih dgn ku. Kau kurang kan la derita nya Ya Allah. Ko kembali kan lah kesihatan nye. Aminnnn

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2013 Memories.. 2014 Hopes

2013

Holiday trip with friends to KRABI, Thailand.

Holiday trip with family to BANDUNG, Indonesia.

Holiday trip with family to CAMERON HIGHLAND.

Completed 1 year of wearing braces in September.

My sister's wed.

Joining UEMS.

Meeting my soul-mate, Mr Reza.

2014

2nd trip to BANDUNG, Indonesia.

Trip with family to BALI, Indonesia.
My OWN wedding - Insyaallah

2013..too many bitter sweet things happen.Never regret any 1 of it happened to me.Instead im grateful of all things happened which makes me grew stronger & wiser

2014..Alhamdulillah I still have the chance to have this life in this new year. Im 29 & im happy with my life. No matter what will happen in the next. im grateful of what I have. Thank you Allah

Let us pray for the good things happen in 2014.And what we planned will go as what it should be. Aminnnn

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Rest In Peace - Totti

Masa aku jmp Totti dlm bulan Mei..
Xjmpe pon tapi die yg xmalu dtg umah hehe
Maybe die kena buang dgn tuan die
Tapi time tu die kecik sgt. Baby lg
Nape la tuan die xbuang skali ngn mak die tu
Dibiar je ank kucing tu sekor2, xde susu, sejuk plak tu
Pg2 subuh tu aku tkejut dgr bunyik ank kucing (sbb kt umah xde kucing)
Time tgh breakfast tu ty mak 'kucing sape tu bnyik?'
Ngam2 nmpak ank kucing keding wane puteh-kelabu masuk pintu umah
Xmalu kn kucing ni hehe
Aku mmg suke kucing, lg2 tgk ank kucing kaler puteh tp keding hehe
Pastu tgk2 kt buntut die tu "ehhh jantan la" hehe
Terus ckp kt mak try bela dulu utk arini, kalo ok kite terus beli

Ptg tu call mak ty, kucing tu ok je
Then terus kau singgah beli mknn kitten
Shian gk kucing tu, kecik2 da xde ibu huhu
Tu r kucing nama Totti yg kitorang bela sbb tbuang

Tapi Totti ni sbnr nye kaler puteh gebu
Just ekor die je itam
Kitorang ttipu dgn kaler puteh kelabu tu sbb sbnr nye tu kaler kotor
Shian kn, ntah mane2 die tdo mlm tu smpai jd kaler kelabu
Bile mak mndikan elok je bulu die kaler puteh hehe

Dari kucing yg keding, kitorang bela die smpai jd gebu
Bulu yg dulu halus n jarang jadi lebat
Tapi mslah die perut buncet mcm nk mletop
Then dtg kawan angah cko jgn bg mkn Whiskas, bg mkn ikan kembung rebus
Sbb perut die byk cacing sbb mkn Whiskas
Hehe
Ikot aku senang je bg mkn Whiskas, tuang je kn hehe
Then after that start r gigih beli ikan kembung n rebus
Mmg nmpk perubahan nye tu perut terus x boncet
Boleh jd petua ni hehe
De gk beli ubat cacing bg die mkn, tapi xde nmpk pulak cacing kua huhu

Totti ni paling rapat ngan ank buah aku, Aisya
Kalo balik skolah Aisya bg salam je, dlm pe keadaan pon die akn lari2 kua dpt kn Aisya
Kalo tido pon mst bgn
Kao mkn mst ditinggal kn mknn tu
Huhu
Kalo bawak jalan2 nek kete mmg die duduk ngn Aisya je huhu
Even kalo Aisya men basikal die bawak Totti duduk kt bahu die

Tp sepanjng bela Totti ni, da bape kali anto die g klinik
Mmg pengalaman r, bg mkn ubat, rawat sakit die
Mmg da mcm jg org saket
Totti ni xboleh gadoh ngn kucing, msti jd luka
Luka die plak susah nk elok, mst bnanah n kne bawak g klinik
De plak kucing kt area situ yg mmg xboleh tgk Totti..
Jeles letewwwwww

Bulan lepas, mak kate Totti demam
Tido je, makan pon xnak, org pnggil pon diam je
Tapi mmg sll pon die demam tapi mmg xsngke demam kali ni rupe nye jd teruk
Sbb next day tu die xboleh jalan
Kaki belakang mcm lumpuh
Tapi die still nk bgerak
Bile jalan die kne seret perut n kaki belakng die skali
Shian gile
Then angah bawak die g vet
Susah nk carik vet yg de xray, last2 jmp kt Nusa Bestari, klinik yg ke-3
Doc tu kate 2 tulang rusuk Totti patah, n tulang belakang die twist
Doc cume boleh bagi ubat tahan saket n selebih nye die akn recover sndiri
Huhu
Sedih gile tgk Totti
Start tu die dok dlm sangkar je
Cume kadang2 je aku kua kan bg die jalan
Sbb die still de determination yg tnggi nk berjalan lg
Huhu

Lepas 2 minggu nmpak positif sikit sbb die da boleh diri time makan
N die boleh duduk mcm bese (xmacam katak mcm sll die saket)
Tapi baru nak baik, Totti wat hal lg
Die struggle nk kua dr sangkar smpai badan die tersepit kt jejari sngkar tu
Huhu

Sll mmg dgr sore die pnggl2 kitorang nk mntak kua dr sngkar
Ari ahad tu aku g tgk die
Bg mkn, bg mnum
Aku tgk kt ekor die tu da de luka, mcm mbusuk
Huhu

Then paling sedeh pagi td mak kate Totti da mati
Aku bukak pintu n pnggl2 Totti
Mmg die da baring kaku, die da mati da
Aku mmg sll pnggl2 Totti n die mst mnyahut sbok nk kua
Mmg dr dulu lg aku yg rajin kua n masuk kn Totti dr sangkar sbb kalo mlm mmg die tdo dlm sngkar
Huhu

Sedih sgt..
Umo die mmg xpnjng
Baru 7-8 bulan da mati
Huhu

Pasni da xde bau2 tahi Totti dpn umah (tmpt die berak tu)
Xde da kucing nk gigit2 kaki aku time aku siap nk g keje
Xde da nk berebut2 duduk kt kerusi pink

Bai Totti
Msti lepas ni rindu kt Totti

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Ramadhan Yg Menduga Diri Ini

Ramadhan 1434.. sangat menduga diri aku ini..
Sebab pe??
Sepanjang Ramadhan ni je paling byk aku g klinik dlm xsmpai sebulan huhu
Kesihatan diri ini sgt x mengizin kan..
3 hari MC, sepatut nye layak lg nk dpt MC lebih tp aku xlayan sgt sbb keje nak2 raya ni mmg banyak..
Seminggu lepas puasa start, badan aku start xsedap..
Panas..n lenguh2..
OK aku taw ni petanda nk demam, lg2 mungkin aku kurang minum air masak, asek minum ais je time buka puasa, itu pasal la badan pon xsehat huhu
Aku g klinik utk 1st time sbb demam, tapi aku x amek MC.Degil kann..
Demam kejap2 ok, kejap2 x ok especially malam..
Badan ari2 terdedah kt air-cond office, cane r nk ok kan....
After seminggu aku mmg betol2 x larat, aku amek MC, g klinik utk demam 2nd time..
This time aku kne injection sbb aku xtahan demam ni asek x elok2 je..
Sbnr nye aku ni suspek denggi sbb masa wat simple test utk denggi, de bintik2 merah da nek tp x byk..
Doc kate kalo bintik merah da nek kt kaki, terus g hospital..
Kalo ikot petua nk elak denggi ni kne byk mnum 100 plus n mkn sup ketam..
Segera lah aku n adek carik ketam kt pasar n terus wat sup ketam..
My 1st try sup ketam mmg sedap gile hehe
Tapi tekak xsedap, nk telan pon terpakse huhu
Time tu mmg da bape ari ponteng puasa sbb nk consume ubat huhu
Malam tu, lepas makan sup ketam, terus muntah dgn byk..
Xsempat lari ke sinki, aku muntah je kt tong smpah bilik huhu
Tapi after muntah tu, aku rase sehat, maybe sbb da kua segala kepanasan dlm badan kan...
Then after tu, badan da recover...

Belom seminggu badan sehat, bgun2 tido mata plak merah..
Mula2 aku ingt saket mata, tapi xde tahi mata melekat bertepek2 plak..
So aku assume mata aku kne infection sbb aku kn pemakai contact lens tegar hehe
Mata mmg beraiar n merah..
Ptg tu aku g klinik n doc kate de infection, die soh consume ubat dulu..
Die soh dtg 5 ari lg utk monitor mata aku tu..
Bila mata da mula nk baik, seme2 n batuk plak dtg sbb aku minum air tebu..
Budak degil kan...
Mata start merah n bengkak lg..
Then cukup 5 ari jmpe doc lg..
This time doc kate de kotoran dlm mata, die siap korek lg..
Ngeri kannn hehe
Die ty tmpt keje de habuk ke??
Aku kate YESSSSSS!!!i keje at site construction hehe

So utk bulan ni je, 4 kali aku g jmp doc...
Medical claim y lepas da 100++ blom masuk yg latest ni huhu
Skang pon mata aku x recover sepenuh nye lg..
Sbb ari2 keje mngadap PC, cane r mata nk rest kn huhu
Hope everything is fine..
Nak raya da ni..
Tpakse la raya ni pakai spek ye sbb doc soh cuti pkai lens sebulan..
Tapi kalo ikot personal doc aku, Dr Reza, xyah pkai contact lens smpai bile2 hehe

Sedeh sbnr nye bila at 1 time tu, saket dtg bertimpa2..
Tapi sume tu dugaan..
Naseb baek aku de tulang blkng yg sll bg semangat kt aku..
Thank u sayang...
U always be there whenever i feel down

Semoga sy sehat dgn sempurna raya ni!!! Yayyyyy!!!!!!!

resit klinik

claimsssss

nmpak x kesalahan ejaan tu?? Oh my nama hehe

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I Just Havent Met You Yet

 

Suka sgt lagu Michael Buble ni. Dari 1st time aku dgr (taon 2010 kot) smpai skang mst WAJIB de dlm list download aku hehe lagu die rentak best pastu mcm comel2. Mcm lagu dolu2 hehe Tapi xpnah plak aku nk kaji sgt lirik die. Bila aku saja2 tgk lirik die..WOWWWW!!!! sgt persamaan ngn diri aku. Kenape..Ko tgk je la Jemah oiiiii

 

 

"Haven't Met You Yet"

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to loose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet
I might have to wait, I’ll never give up
I guess it's half timin and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come outta nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazin
And baby your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid I'll give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all’s fair in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united
And I know that we can be so amazin
And bein in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get

Oh you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get yeah
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh promise you kid to give so much more than I get
I said love love love love love love love
I just haven't met you yet

 

 

 

 

Nampak x di situ yg Jemah highlight n bold tu. Yg red tu kisah Jemah yg lepas2, yg blue plak pe yg Jemah harap kan hahaha kerlass ko Jahhhh. Boleh jadik buku cerita plak lagu ni kan haha Memang kuat dongeng la ko ni Jemah haha

 

Ape????? xpenah dgr lagu ni?? g 4shared download sane. Msti ketagihan nk dgr je lagu ni. Xpon layan la video bawah ni haaaaa. Senang cite..

 

 

 

Nota Kaki : Dulu suke lagu ni sbb selalu ingt kt OO, tapi OO da nak kawen kot haha  I'm not surprised, not everything lasts lalala

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Im okay =(

 

 

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Tentang Seseorang

Sebenar nya dalam ati aku ni, aku teringin sgt nk jmpe seseorang ni. Bukan artis ke pemain bola ke menteri ke *im not that kind of taksub sgt* hehe Tapi seseorang yg aku bisa panggil kawan. Let me describe him as A. Aku knal A since sekolah tadika lagi. Aku paling ingt A kt skolah tadika dulu setiap kali g sekolah, mesti nenek A kena datang sekolah sekali. Kalo nenek A balek mst die nanges meraung2 haha padahal time tu umah A dekat je sekangkang monyet ngn sekolah tadika. Tapi budak lagi kan. Tapi kagum la sebab A sgt rapat ngn nenek die tu.

Then masa kt sekolah rendah, kitorang pernah duduk satu kumpulan *masa tu ckgu susun 6 meja jd satu kumpulan* Pastu A dtng sekolah muke die sedey gile. Bila aku tanya kenapa, die kate kucing die mati so die sedey sgt. Aku rase mcm 'laaaa....sayang kucing rupe nye ko ni' Masa darjah 6 plak ada sorang classmate terpijak mati ank kucing kecik.Mmg kecik sgt la smpai org pon xperasan smpai boleh terpijak kan. Pastu A punye la marah kt kawan tu. Puas da kawan tu describe die x sengaja la, xnmpak la, tapi A tetap marah. Pastu A tanam kucing tu kt blkng skolah. Mulia hati A kan..

Masa Form 2 plak kitorang sll naik bus sekolah kaler kuning tu sama2. Pastu xtaw cane kitorang sll dok sebelah2 dlm bus. Pastu org kate kitorang couple la ape la. Tapi time tu kitorang mmg agak rapat la. Cuma kt sekolah kitorang wat mcm xde pe. Bila kt dlm bus kitorang jumpe, pastu die sll call aku. Time tu guna fon rumah je, xde guna enpon mcm bdak skang ni. So family aku pon taw la aku rapat ngn die sbb da sll sgt melekat kt fon tu kan. Sampai la ke form 3 dia sll call aku. Paling sweet time trial PMR. Every day after paper die akn call aku n tanya cane paper aku. Caring kannnn *berbakul2 puji*

Yang paling kelako nye one day tgh gayut ni,tiba2 die kate "eh..kejap eh" lame gk aku tunggu pastu after da sudah kesenyapan die tu, aku tanya nape, pastu die ckp nk dgr lagu faveret die. Rupe nye lagu Blue Dabadee hahaha kelakar r awak ni snggup ketepi kan sy kerana lagu tu ek. Tapi smpai skang aku ingt lagu tu lagu die sbb peristiwa tu hahaha

Tapi bila da dekat2 PMR tu xtaw nape kitorang mcm renggang sket. Sbb nk PMR ke, die pon nk fokus ke aku pon xtaw. Tapi mcm de gaduh2 sikit la before renggang tu *ala...gaduh budak2* Form 4 aku dapat g boarding school. So terus xjmpe die n xtaw kisah die. Walaupon dok sekampung, tapi kalo da dok asrama tu, balek pon sekejap2 je. So xde r nk smpat2 jmpe sape2 kan. Last aku jumpe die after da lame x jmpe tu time aku kt Kolej Matrix. Aku balek dari Perak, so smpai Johor pagi, jumpe die tgh nak carik brekfast. So die de gk tanya pe aku wat n die amek Form 6 time tu. Smpat die wish aku GUD LUCK...

Then after that da xprnah jmpe die. Cuma kadang2 bila lalu depan umah die, de gk aku ushar2, tapi cuma nmpak kete die je. Sbb die dari after grad mmg dok ng family die, keje kt sini gk. Skang aku pon da dok ngn family n keje kt sini gk tapi pelik nye xpnah pon terserempak ngn die *xde jodoh org kate*

Pagi tadi nak g keje berselisih ngn A. Die pon nk g keje gk kot. Tapi mungkin die xknal kete aku kn. Xpe la tapi mcm puas ati dpt tgk die. Bertaon da kot x jmpe die.

Tapi aku still menanam hasrat nk terserempak face-to-face ngn die satu ari nnt. Baru puas ati kot nak sembang lama2 sket n tanya kabo masing2 hehe

# A memang comel mcm K-Pop haha Aku plak 'jelita' *jelita laaa sangat* macam B-Pop aka Bollywood-Pop *muntah ijau skang*

Nota Kaki : A is still my friend since kindergarten untill nowadays i guess

 

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First Day Working in 2013

Wahhhh...tajok nk gempak mcm karangan "First Day At School" haha since aku apply leave yesterday n the day before yesterday, maka arini considered as my first day of working in 2013. So... so still not too late to say 'Welcome 2013' hehe Mmg semangat la sangat nk kerja *tgn di bahu* sbb da 3 ari x jumpe kawan2. pg2 da kepoh smpai lupe nk ceq email hehe

Nk kate semangat sbb de azam baru dlm kerjaya 2013, mmg xde pon rase nye. So far de 2 je azam taon baru aku, n xde masuk list utk kerja *aku mmg stone bab kerja* hehe Kalo refer kt entry NI mmg berderet gk azam 2012 aku kn..tu la malas nye nk berazam.Drpd 4 azams, satu je yg terrealisasi iaitu item no (2)..tuko fon...yg len mmg berkubur since Mr HS da jd 'somebody that i used to know' *sbb byk azam 2012 berpusing kt Mr HS jek*..xpe...kena TABAH!!!!!Fon yg da tuka aka SUCI mmg still setia n sabar ngn aku even da beribu kali terjatuh la terhempas la tercalar la *ter sume nye di situ sbb bukan sengaja pong*

So...taon ni so far boh 2 je azam hehehe *siket kn but better than nothing*

1) still about xxxxx kena usaha dlm taon ni gk. lautan api akn kuredah gune perahu kalis api haha
2) to control my exxxxxn *so far 2 ari ni da nmpk perubahan* hehe

Org kate azam ni xboleh nk reveal sgt takot x mjadi. that why boh XXX je hehe. sape org yg ckp tu??? aku laaaaaa hahaha

So...gudbye 2012 *nanges* a lot of happiness n sadness through 365days of 2012.I appreciate all the happiness and will always remain as memories..N i took all those sadness things to be the guidance and help me to be stronger n more positive person

A lot of memories in 2012..yang paling best on March/April de holiday with the gugirls to KK.1st time travel with friends. So memories yg susah nk dapat...priceless...then broke up with Mr HS *that was sad, but i dont took it too much. xde jodoh.lebih baik begini.i quit working with my all-time favourite company, Pamir Development on September. Really damn hard thing to do but i hav no choice since i want the best for my future.that was sad too.i have really good colleagues there n still have *appreciate that pals*

Holiday ngn family xdapat nk join very last minute even da isi leave form, then terpakse batal kan sbb keje tgh menggila time tu *i really am a motivated worker*

N one more sad story..i lost my all-time faviourite cat..YIPPIE...RIP Yippie...always in my heart.kucing paling baek n paling mentouching kan bile die pernah teman kan aku kt umah di kala all the family g Langkawi.good compliment Yippie.

No more turning back.Just go with every coming days in 2013. Enjoy every little things in my life.

So... WELCOME 2012 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nota kaki : Title entry ni mcm lagi seswai 'Welcome 2013' atau 'Byebye 2012' atau '2013' tapi xpe la...Jemah da suka ngn title ni hehe

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