Mesti Ada Hikmahnya...
So my back up plan was 'MUST getting married before the age of 30' n Alhamdulillah Allah granted my wish. He met me with a person,not rich with money n assets,but rich n richer n richest with his loves.
So sementara nk tnggu jodoh yg lmbt sgt nk menjenguk tu,mmg sll sgt aku kena sound,kena perli,kena cakap2 belakang pasal x kawen lg kn. ehhhh sape yg xnak kawen,gile kooooo. Da mmg ketentuan Illahi jodoh aku lmbt kn. Stress ko aku ni. Sebellll yg amat haha Especially bila adek aku da kawen dulu. Aku ni tidak la stress ngn jodoh lmbt tp aku stress ngn org yg dok push aku ni huhu
Kalo ikot kn diri aku,aku mmg positif walaupon kdg2 neves gk mmg x kawen ke aku ni? Sape nk jg aku tua2 nnt haha narrow minded gk aku tp aku lebih byk positif la. Sepanjang mbujang tu aku dapat g melancong puas2 ngn geng2 n family. X r puas sgt tp de r gk hasil nye kn. idup pon lebih stabil. Bg mak abh rase senang sket kn. Sbb tu r Allah tetap kn jodoh aku lmbt sket. De hikmah nye.
Lepas kawen aku terus preggy kn. tu sume unplanned rezeki. Syukur Alhamdulillah.
And there was a true story where someone was just finished her study,and getting married. At that time she was just 2 weeks after her last exam paper. So she was stil not working at that time,getting married with depending on her duet hantaran n parents money. After getting married,she was stil not working,as it is not easy to get jobs nowadays.
Then after graduated,she got a job,which she survived her job not even for a month. Then she quited as she got pregnant.
The issue here is that her mother is started to mention out everything like 'shes depending on my money when getting married' 'i dont get to use her own-paid salary like other mummy' 'its nonsense that i sent her study to her degree end up shes not even worked n be a housewife' and so on.
And even her mother started comparing with myself 'cikda tu xpe,da keje bertaon gj da beso da bg rase mak abh br kawen n terus ngandong' opssss!!!
Dulu aku r yg dicaci sbb kawen lmbt, skang aku yg dipuji pule yeeee. Hati manusia mmg mudah berubah hehe
Ngndung awal tu bg aku is rezeki. Allah set everything. But i honestly advise that everything happened with reasons.
Kenape Allah bg pregnant cepat. Kenape kite rase hidup susah. Kenape kite kawen lmbt. End up at the end nnt br kite nmpk hikmah nye.
Just ignore what peoples say. We cant simply control peoples big mouth. Believe me, i have suffered a lot because of peoples mouth but i just ignored it. Ar the end org pon penat nk bercakap.
Just be happy and go with the flow. Allah set everything n He knows whats best for us..
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