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Thursday, October 23, 2014

I Am Invisible Am I??

Fictitious by chickyirdawati at Thursday, October 23, 2014 0 comments

Aku selalu rase n de perasaan yg aku ni invisible. Nape aku wat statement confident tahap gaban tu? Sbb kalo jmp ngn org yg xsll jmp aku, or pernah sekali je jmp, aku akn kate 'ehhhh nk tegur x e? alaa xyah la bukan nye die perasan aku pon. Ntah2 die xknl aku' So in my thinking is that, people won't recognize me at first sight hehe

Sll sgt aku pikir cmtu smpai rase malu sndiri bile org tu plak yg memule tegur aku hehe ye la da aku ingt aku ni invisible kn, so bile sekali dua je jmp, org mst x hengat muke aku da hehe Tapi rupe nye muke aku ni mmg hot sehot pisang goreng cheese yg cheese die meleleh cmpur ngn coklat rice hehe Wahhhhh gitu, mcm Erra Fazira kan hehe

De satu kejadian ni kt area office aku. Dekat tmpt aku ni mmg de beberape office developer n project office. So yg kt depan office aku ni de developer sales office. Mmg x pernah singgah sbb umah die jual highrise, pesen2 studio house gitu. So aku mmg xde niat nk survey pon la kalo cmtu. Sll nye pon mmg just lalu lalang je kalo kt depan office die tu. Kdg2 toleh pon tidak. Menonong je jln. Bukan nye sombong tapi da kate invisible kan hehe

1 day, balek dr toilet, betol2 depan office developer tu, jmpe plak officemate aku. Die nk g toilet sbnrnye tp bile nmpk aku die ajk la singgh tgk show unit kt situ n survey harga utk die py market study. So bile masuk aku kne sergah ngan amoi developer tu 'eiiii selalu lalu2, xpernah singgah' aku macam wowww terkagum gitu. Pastu aku ty 'u nmpk I mehhhh" die kate 'mst la nmpk u lalu2'

Pastu de skali tu aku g optical kt depan ni gk, amoi tu tegur aku 'akak keje dlm ni kan' yesssss org kenal aku haha aku je yg perasan org x kenal aku hehe

So ternyata aku bukan invisible, muke aku ni mmg dikenali wahhhh ayt perasan gile koooo. So I should put up some more confidence in myself kot yg org mudah kenal aku hehehe

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Redhakan Sesuatu Kehilangan

Fictitious by chickyirdawati at Thursday, October 23, 2014 0 comments

Bese nye kan, kalo lumrah manusia, selagi x jd bnde tu kt die, die xkn pegang kt kate2 org tua. Cmtu hk la ngn aku ni. Tu r org2 tua sll kate, redhakan je yg da hilang tu huhu

Ni cite last Tuesday aritu. Time tu kt office. Time lunch hour tu, officemate ajak g mkn kt Absolute Thai. Aku pon horayyyy sbb time tu ujan so aku pikir kalo dpt mkn bihun tomyam alangkah enak nye hehe Disebabkan Absolute Thai tu depan office je which is 1 building je ngn office aku, so aku dgn gembire nye xnk bawak purse. So aku grab je duet dr purse aku. Aku tgk de la dlm 80 hengget. Cukup sgt la tu kn. Ko nk mkn pe tgh2 ari smpai 80 hengget kn hehe

Sepanjang jln tu aku pegang je duet tu. Time da siap order n mknn da smpai, aku tpandang purse kwn aku. Memule ingt nk tumpang duet aku tu kt purse die je ~~sbb mmg sll wat cmtu~~ tapi last2 da nmpk tomyam aku selit je dlm poket suar aku. Pastu lepas da menikmati tomyam yg super yummy in my tummy tu, da lupe pasal duet tu. Lpas tu sorang officemate g bayar, so nnt bayar balek kt office. Mmg tabiat kitorang r tu. Nnt de r bendahari x bergaji yg tolong kire n emailkan hehe

Da lepas mkn dgn kelam kabut tu, balek office pon kelam kabut, amek buku n pen terus masuk team meeting. Tomyam pon xsmpat turun ke perut taw. Ni sume boss py pasal huhu

Da abes meeting lepas 3 jam cmtu, terus balek wotkstation, tgk de email bill mkn td, then terus seluk poket nk amek duet denggggggggg duet xde. OMG!!!!!!! mst aku ter dropped out somewhere. Terus otak jd mcm blank. Ktne e? Tercicir ke? Da masuk dlm bag ke?

1 je aku pikir takot dropped kt Absolute Thai, tp sbb lepas meeting tu aku jd super bz, jd aku hold dulu nk g Absolute That tu. Tapi disebabkan ati x tenang plus sedih, aku wat keje pon mcm x fokus. Jd mcm ntah pape je huhu

At last, aku pikir py pikir, aku kate dlm ati 'xpe la bnd da hilang. bukan rejeki aku la tu' tadaaaaa terus ati rase lega. Terus gk boleh fokus wat keje hehe Betol latu redhakan je yg da lepas tu. Kalo jd selama nya jd bebanan kan huhu

Then after da settle sume bnd, aku g toilet. Lepas kua toilet aku singgah gk Absolut Thai. Haaaa dlm redha tu nk gk investigate kn. Tidak la aku ni nk menuduh tapi its an effort kn hehe After ty ngn staff diorg, kate nte takde jmp pon. Aku pon ok je r since aku pon xtaw where actually I dropped my money kn. Walaupon x byk mane pon, tapi still terase kooooo. 80 hengget tu boleh lepas tank Shiro seminggu taw huhu

On the way nk g workstation tu, tergerak ati nk singgah bilik meeting td, tunduk2 tgk bawak kerusi, tadaaaa there u are!!!!! Lega ko terus riang ria g kt kawan aku yg taw cite tu pastu ckp 'mmg rejeki aku la nonooooo' haha

Alhamdulillah duet tu still rejeki aku. Memule terpikir gk amne silap nye aku. Setahu aku duet tu halal n diberkati n diredhai hehe

OK.... da jmp 80 hengget nk g mkn Manhattan. Amboiii kemain ko yeeee hehe

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Tuesday, October 14, 2014

The Meaning of A Family

Fictitious by chickyirdawati at Tuesday, October 14, 2014 0 comments

I considered myself as a lucky person as i believe that i have a great and fabulous family. But not all peoples in this would be as lucky as i am to have such a great family.

My family,always a helpful, a cheerful, a suportive in every way. We are happy,we are unite, and we are together in sadness,happiness,trouble, and joy..

But there is a story,where it was making me more realize how grateful i am to have my own family. Where making me run my tears abruptly whenever i can see how people in this world can be such a 'calculative' and 'cruel' person to their own families eventhough there are in trouble, where they need help and support from their other families.

There is a guy,in trouble which put him in a situation where he needs a help from a 'family'. This guy named 'A' was having trouble with his car. His car needs some fixation and needs to be in a workshop for a few days. He asked a help from this 'family' to lend him a car. Not for sighseeing purpose, not for leisure purpose,but for his usage to go to work daily along his 'not-have-car' day. Not for even a month or a year,but only for a few days. This 'family' have two cars at home parked peacefully and staticly, where this 'family' only used his motorcycle for his daily routine to work since he worked across the causeway. Since his 2 cars are not being used daily,and were just parked inside his garage house,there is nothing can go wrong if he can lend 'A' one of his car to work.

But he refused to do that even after 'A' asked his permission to borrow his car for only a few days until 'A''s car is ready. He put a lot of reasons and a lot of excuses in order to give 'A' a hint that 'no still mean no'

This is one kind of a stingy people. He is not being stingy with peoples,but with his family. This situation is not the 1st time happpened to 'A' but previosly it is happened where 'A' borrowed his car and he gave 'A' to use it without prejudice. But few days later he text 'A' and said to return the car because he wanted to send the car to the service centre hence to bring his wife and kids to somewhere for a holiday. After returning the car,the 'family' is not doing anything to that car. Even he has another car that he can use instead of that 'borrowing car'. The car was neither not send to the service centre, nor the family are not going to holiday. This is just an excuse. This is just a dirty-rubbish way to get back the car.

Thing seems worst when 'A' and the 'family' is living under one roof. The 'family' cannot even talked directly instead he is just texting 'A'. And the worst part when living under one roof is that 'A' saw how this car is left unused at the garage house after he returned that car

That's it. People can chnge to another form of different thingy when it comes to money or things. But please,this is your family who is asking for your help. Is the car,the money, the little thingy is much more important than a family?

Please change yourself if u think so.

A lesson learned is that not all family can always lend their hands for a help. Not all family can lend their penny for others.

But i believe that my family will.

Footnote : still cant believe that this is happened around me,among peoples that i know. And i still run my tears out whenever i remember how cruel this 'family' is. But i believe that this is part of 'dugaan nak kawen' huhu

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